I am begging you too to read a book, any book. In good faith I am recommending to you Shut Up, Stop Whining, and Get a Life by Larry Winget. Some people, not me, have called him the ‘Pitbull of Personal Development’ so you may get something out of the 272 pages. ISBN 9781118024515
Wow…this is the first time I’m hearing about this. Can you recommend some more reading if I’m interested in learning more??